October 13, 2010

In My Mind

How do I escape a home
      in which I've never lived
How do I give up
      something that was never mine
these fictional things
      resting in my mind
Could there be a key
      in my past
To put my memory to rest
Why have I blocked it out
How can I go on without
a question as to why
when i go back in my mind
I see that moment,
  Then go blind