December 14, 2011

Conversations

The amity,
           silence leaking into cells
exhilarating my flesh,
        refreshing my scars
--carefully
         my sighs trickle down my chin,
content in the darkness,
           they roll off my body
softening my bed into
            sand;
I sink deeper into utopia
        as the night takes over
and you drip into my dreams

December 11, 2011

UNTITLED

I fell in love with the pain behind the mesh of clinical gaze,
hypnotized by the eager smile, and dauntless obscurity
your dispostion manipulated me closer
I saw the heart beneath the coal,
the child inside, reaching arms grasping onto air--
until I came, determined to fill abysmal dispare
I see the wonder behind the man
the uncertainty feigning candor
let me complete you,
let me disturb everything you have possesed
Detachment is not strength
--love is not weakness
You know what you don't
and the ideals you recieved
do not stick around forever,
But one thing remains true--
I love you, because you don't want me to.