June 18, 2012

The inevitable arrival of the future me.

She knows she is asking for too much
         The cursed gluttony of her hope
begging for the security, and an
        end to panic attacking misery
a broken smile affixed inside her
        fake glowing, in a warm soul
she feels the cold, frozen
only partially thawed by the
microwaved
           dependency
Strength in a handhold, it quickly folds
              on her behalf
Intervening between holding on by letting go
or jumping
           from the nest without
a parachute to guide
the inevitable
f
a
l
l
of her optimism,
     she is weak, sugar coated docility
masked by strength
           and silently liberating hope