All I'll ever be

I'll Never be
           good at anything
I'll never become that poet in your textbook
                                       Or the girl singing that hit song
I won't be the president,
            at least
not before I'm gone
I'll never be that model
                or the one that you desire,
I'll never be a buisness woman, climbing higher through the ranks
       ANYTHING and EVERYTHING is not
      who I will be
   and in the end, I won't even be me.
I am a shadow
                                  a shell
            a mold
Something empty, but solid
                       Whole, Half, and a third
Is all I'll ever be