May 10, 2018

(March 2018, original writing date)

The fear is real,
Quickened pace, shallow breaths
Count one, two, three..no
Imagine the seat belt unclipping
 imagine shattered glass
Stars against your night sky hair
A dazziling display
When I say please stop,
You don't understand the ocean behind my words, pulsating with each second I count as to not cry, not put myself in vulnerability.
When I say my anxiety has been bad lately
I mean that the attacks are more frequent
My panic is more aggressive
I don't say I have anxiety to be romantic
I say it to convince myself it is okay

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