December 25, 2010

I never knew myself

I never knew myself
until I was six feet under, my depression
Desperation a new meaning,
quietly pleading for an ounce of sanity
the worlds edges dulled
and I grew numb
every word I spoke sounded dumb
to me
not grasping any hint of reality
I choked on the smoke of others extremities
never fully suceeding mentally I gave up

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