Maybe, Perhaps

Maybe I'm not here anymore.
maybe I have flown away,
perhaps evarporated into the horizon
as I'd like to some days ,
Maybe catch a plane, a train, and automobile just in search of something that is real,
...take a boat across the atlantic ,
or swim out to sea and
just float there waiting for the serenity
to take over and
pull me under the water
maybe never to return again